when someone walks out from ur life, let them..

there's no use in wasting ur time on people that leave u..

what u make of urself n ur future is no longer tied to them.. 

yeah, u may miss them, 

but remember u weren't the one that gave up..

oow yeah a big glass of cocktail in the middle of the night,,

apebile mood xbpe nk btol.. so otak pikir pon xbetol n prot mnx diisi dgn bnde yg xspatutnye.. huu~ tbe je tringin nk wat cocktail.. seb bek air nenas ad lg lam peti, ais pon ade n nata de coco sntiase mnjadi stok makanan wajib.. hehe..  jadi tjadi la cocktail dimalam ari..

 perghh...lazat xterperi.. haha.. bling2 kau cocktail tu punye cup.. :D

OMG..OMG..bru prasan cocktail cup matching ngan lappy ak!! lollz

p/s: sgt la bgus mnum ais tgh2 malam.. da la cni sgt sjuk.. mmbeku la ak sat lg  -_-"

i miss him soo much..

when i woke up today, i realized that i juz have a dream about ABAH.. i saw him there.. n i hugged him n he hugged me back.. i gave him a kiss on his left cheek n then i sleep beside him.. he said something to me but i cant remember what was it.. its has been a long time since the last time i had a dream bout him.. i juz misss him soo much n i cant even stop myself thinking bout him whenever i do something.. cuz theres memories bout him everywhere i go n anything i do..

ABAH, I JUZ MISSS U SOOOO MUCH N I WANT U TO KNOW 

THAT U ARE THE BEST MAN IN MY LIFE.. 

N THEREs NO OTHERS THAT CAN REPLACE UR PLACE.. 

I LOVE U!!

still remember the day ------->  16 OCTOBER 2009

sudah bsediakah aku?

 

sahabatku, sudahkah anda menunaikan hak Allah pada masa ini?? kalo belum jom tunaikan dulu baru kite sambung njoy balik n bace blog.. :) 

 

 

Ya Allah, bru abes bce satu blog ni, n sudddenly tgn ak tketar.. ade sorg hamba Allah ni mninggal dunia on her birthday n she's the same age with me.. n also 10 days ago one my fren back in high school passed away, n also he's in the same age with me.. Ya Allah, sudah bsedia ke ak nk mghadapMu kembali? bantulah ak Ya Allah, dan tetapkanlah ak di jalanMu.. amiin... :')

 

 

moge kite ditetapkan oleh Allah dalam iman dan islam.. amiiiinn~

 

tanx...

i got an award from my best friend 2day.. yey..
tanx nway.. miss u!!

modern rice porridge by chef cook amaL (bluekk)

hahaha, sound delicious!! n of course it is.. tats the menu for 2day lunch!! yey.. n here are the recipe.. (poyo jep mcm org len xpndai buat.. ahax)

1. tumis bwg putih

2. masuk ayam n daging yg dipotong dadu..
goreng sparuh masak, msukkn beras n air..
tggu smpi nasi mnjadi masak n lembik

3. mskkn garam n sos tiram secukup rase..
tambahkn carrot, bile carrot da empuk,
msukkn daun sup n serbuk oregano secukup rase..
n kacau!!

4. biarkn sekejap smpai mnggelegak n siap!!
yey ^^

5. hidang bsame bwg goreng, daun sop,
limau nipis , hirisan lada kecil n telur masin..
(nk tambah lada sulah or budu pon sodap)
heehhehe..



SELAMAT MENJAMU SELERA!!

insyaAllah

lets enjoy the song...

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Everytime you commit one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that its way too late
Your’re so confused, wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame

Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way x2
Insyaallah x3
Insya Allah we’ll find the way

so in love with the song.. it gimme strength when ever i feel down..


a simple note for me...

IMAH,
don't despair n never loose hope,
cuz ALLAH, ummi n abah is always by urside,
insyaAllah u'll find ur way...

~BACHELOR OF PHARMACY~

why do u have to come back to me?? i hate u~

its had been a month since the last time we met..

im sooo deym grateful that u had gone n leave me alone here..

bcoz life with u is like HELL..

but why?? n why?? do u have to come back in my life

and make me suffer again?

please go away n leave me alone!!

i dont ever need u 2 come back!!

n knowing u is the worst part in my life~

i hate u....




..DIARRHEA..

*ni mesti sbb mlantak nasi padang semalam ni.. hai prot ble la ko nk immune dgn sume bnde ni.. kalo la ak bleh ltak ko kat tepi,, xde la ak suffer mcm ni... huuuuu~

here it comes,, the hectic life of a pharmacy stud.. *sigh*

yuhu im back!! but it doesnt mean tat i've a lot of time utk do tis thing.. klu ikotkn ak ni da mcm tsepit... nak wat tis n tat.. wohooo.. uda pusing ni..

ak kat cni cam kne culture shock gle2..
1. nk kne adapt with new environment (sjuk gle wey,, i think i juz got asthma)
2. nk kne praktik local language (buk,, pak,, a'a,, teteh,,)
3. nk kne adapt with local food ( ntah bpe kali ak kne diarhea.. adess..)
4. nk kne adapt with new learning proses ( org cni sgt la cerewet ok..)
5,6..... yada222

klu nk list sume mmg smpi final year pon x abes kot.. huuuuu~

at 1st, sume org bilang famasi unpad is not tat bz... but now.. bru ak realize THEY ARE LYING!! huuu~ tp klu nk ikotkn, myb la ktorg agk relax klu nk compare with other medical studs.. but the word 'its not tat bz' jgn la diambil ringan ye.. kami bz sbnarnye..

but i dun understand la wit some of us medical studs (pharm,med,dent) dok x abes2 nk envy kat ktorg, pharm stud,, ckp ktorg xde keje la,, ktorg relax la.. huhh korox mu! ktorg ni mnambun2 keje.. but we r not like u.. byk kje sket nk mengeloh n dok cite2 kat org len.. we choose utk diam je.. so ia x bmaksud ktorg xde kje k.. ktorg mls nk bsing n show off.. (bkn dapat Rp 1,000,000 pon klu nk show off kje byk)

huhu.. yg no.4 seperti diatas.. new learning process.. huu ktorg kne blaja most of the basic thing.. sgl gle abes la.. da la kne blaja basic physic.. pnat2 kat matrix dlu ak lari from physics.. n skang tup2 kne blaja blk.. huuuuuuu~ rase cam terkapai2 je blaja physics.. n 4 ur information.. dorg kt cni stat their 1st degree on 17.. mude sunggoh!! ak kat cni rase cam tua gle kot.. biase standard umor ak kt cni da nk 3rd year... dorg fter SMA (high school in indonesia) tros wat degree.. n sgtla x matured... tensen ak.. tats y la ktorg kne blaja basic things again..

n yg dimaksudkn dgn DIORG SANGATLA CEREWET tu,, dorg sgt particular on every single thing.. even bnde yg remeh temeh.. pastu lab report nk kne ade tis n tat.. margin wat so ever..example 4 physical pharmacy lab, we have to have:

1. lab coat n lab kit (common)
2. name card,, name pnoh, gambar, logo fakultas n u, bla2
3. utk jurnal/jotter book, nk kne gune buku ONLY brand KIKY,
4. jurnal nye wrapper mst sragam.. (we choose green :( )

n stiap kali nk msk lab, kne study thp mega lab manual, sbb 6t b4 the experiment, they will ask u again n ure not allowed to refer to ur manual or jurnal.. ambek markah oooo. phypharm (kuiz), physics(presentation, gune marker n whiteboard kt dpan) n chem (plg simple, dye tnye je solan n tros jwb)..

huu~ N THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS IS FAKULTAS PARMASI SANGAT LA JAOH DARI ASRAMA... huuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~ PENAT..

k la see u soon ey mr bloggie!

*klu la idea ak mncurah2 skarang utk buat physics lab report mcm mne ljunye ak tulis blog ni kan bgus.. huu!

driving as my new responsibility...

whoaa.. since the bgnng of my hols, i'd nvr be a passenger til now.. (ok, lied.. myb nt more than 10).. since i've filled most of my time with driving, i started to learn tat driving is actually TIRING!! and poor my acu for always be the one who have to drive here n there just to fulfill her n others responsibility.. huhuhu~

but cheer up acu.. with me here, i'll help u as much as i can..( hahahahaha... but still kne consider blk.. sbb kne spent mse ngn ummi gak..) tp ble dtg ari jumaat.. kmi akn bg 2.. sorg akn blk kg n the other one akn p sri tualang.. so kre krg r sket kn beban acu.. uhuks..

but the week yg the 'whole family' p anta along posting kt jerteh, i'm the one yg replace all the mummies n jd babysitter utk 'adek2' trchenta.. tp mmg siyesly andai diberi peluang utk jd babysitter lg.. i'll hands up.. tk larat woo.. sorg nk anta ke cni.. sorg kt sne... sorg nk kne jmput pkol ini.. sorg nk kne jmpot pkol itu.. aish.. last2 aku trlntang lam blik n tdoq smpi xsdr ape..

mmg pnat.. acu tanx so much sbb drive sy ke sne ke mari.. mmg appreciate gle ur money, time, n energy.. so lps ni i rather ride a bus than ask anyone utk anta p mne2..

p/s: cpat la mac 2011!! nk dpt lesen 'pure plak'.. uhuks~

green APPLE..

i juz know dat the very last thing dat abah eat b4 he died was...

a GREEN APPLE

(his favourite.. XD)

my latest ADDICTION!!

aku pon x phm msalah aku ni...

umi n acu bkerut muke psl akunye addiction pd bnde alah ni... da bpe jnis aku suap kt acu.. tp stil dye x bleh trime.. hehehe.. ancus harapan ak.. lps ni xde can la aku nk trk acu g mkn bnde alah ni..

ni la bnde yg aku dok gle sangat tuh~

sushi.. argh.. it's juz soooo irresistible!!! =)

kebetulan??

hahaha.. klaka..
it's happened btwn me n acu..

ari tu tgh lunch. mkn ns ayam.. ade la sbjik tomato ats mje at the sme tym.. tnpe disdari.. kmi pndg tomato tu.. aku grab tmto tu n g bsh.. suddenly acu tgelak.. ak tny "y?" dye kte dye pon tpikir nk ambl tmto tu n g bsh tp aku da grab dlu..

waktu mlm tuh.. tgh diner.. aku cedok bawang lam mangkuk.. lg skali acu glak sbb dye pon bru nk cedok bwh tuh.. lam blik.. ktorg grab bntal n ltak kat kaki msg.. heheh.. mmg kbtlan sungguh ari tuh.. dah la 3 kali..

~XD