sometimes.............

~lifecanbesounfair~

its just sooo WEIRD...

hey peeps..
jus want u to know..
i'm not COOL..
but i'm TRYING to be COOL...
about tis..

1st thing..
on my 1st day of holiday..
as usual umi'll went to school early in the morning..
i woke up at 8 am.. n realize..
abah's gone..
n i dont have to go to his room
n make sure either he's ok or not..

only ALLAH know~

2nd thing
on the same day..
at 11 am.. as usual i'll go to
the kitchen to 'msk nasi'
suddenly.. abah's voice came across
my mind.. i just... ya ALLAH..

only ALLAH know~

3rd thing
while perfoming my isyak prayer..
i heard the sound of motorcycle..
b4 tis.. it's the time abah came back from surau...
n my heart 'sebak'

only ALLAH know~

4th thing
it's in the evening
n i'm starving..
i went to the kitchen..
n suddenly i remember something...
in the evening.. sometimes.. abah'll
ask me to make some 'goreng pisang' for him..
n now he'll no longer ask me to do that..

only ALLAH know~

there're lot more things to write..
but i think its enough..

SOON..

pergi..........

abah -raye 2007

abah - kelantan 2007

abah - random

abah - family day @ PD 2008

Sayu terpisah

Hikayat indah kini hanya tinggal sejarah

Berhembus angin rindu

Begitu nyamannya terhidu wangian kasihmu

Hujan lebat mencurah kini

Bagaikan tiada henti

Kaulah laguku kau irama terindah

Tak lagi kudengari

Kau pergi... pergi...

Sepi tanpa kata

Terdiam dan kaku tak daya kau kulupa

Apa pun kata mereka

Biarkan kenangan berbunga di ranting usia...

never thought that day would come...

ya ALLAH kuatkanlah smangat aku..

16 oktober 2009..Jumaat..
satu tarikh yg sgt bsejarah utk aku n famly yg len.. pd tarikh ini ABAH telah kembali ke rahmatullah dan prgi meninggalkn kami semua buat selama2nya.. badan ak menggigil ble dapat pggln tepon from acu.. dan air mate ni tros mengalir deras tnpa bleh disekat2 lg.. tkejot sgt... suare abah msh terngiang mengejut aku study n solat subuh pg tu..

aku plg dgn dijemput pakcu.. on the way home. trbayang2 muke abah trsenyum pd aku.. lam kete aku x nanges sgt.. sbb da kering air mate ni... but da dkt nk smpi kg.. air mate aku tros tumpah lg.. n lg.. smpi je.. aku tros lri nek rumah.. ye aku dapat lihat jenazah ABAH terbujur kaku dkt ruang tamu utama rumah.. ABAH da siap untuk dikebumikan.. hanye tgu aku je.. one of my relative bukak kn kain kapan.. muke ABAH pucat x brdarah.. disaat aku nk cium abah trdgr suare sedare2 "imah lap air mate tuh.. jgn bagi kene kt ABAH.. nnt sakit dye.."... "imah tahan prasaan ye".... disaat bibir ku mnyapa pipi ABAH.. hati aku hnya bdetik.. sejuk dan kaku...

fter tuh.. jenazah ABAH tros dibawa turun dr umah.. tdengar sore HJ JOSI bkate2.. aku, umi, wan, su yan n mamat nek van yg bwk ABAH.. van tuh van pik tang Ar.. smpi kt kbor.. aku tros solat asar, solat jenazah n bce yaasin buat ABAH.. tgu sbntar di sane.. sbb ade yg msh mahu solat jenazah.. lg pon mok tang n ipah blom smpi lg.. fter mok tang n ipah cium ABAH. aku g lg skali utk cium ABAH 4 the very last time.. skali lg.. sejuk dan kaku.. then jenazah di usung ke liang lahad.. proses pengkebumian diteruskn.. tahlil dan yg seumpamanya... lps sume da sp... sume org mlangkah pulang dan azan maghrib pon brkumandang.. aku masih termenung di kubor ABAH.. aku lihat acu pon trt temenung.. aku pegi kat acu.. dan dye mule nangis semula.. aku peluk acu kuat2.. acu btaw aku.. " imah, sblom ABAH meninggal. dye psn kat acu soh jage imah bebaek.. so lpas ni.. kalo acu ckp ape2 imah dgr ye.. sbb tu amanah ABAH pd acu.." skali lg aku mngalirkn air mate...

sewaktu mlangkah ke kereta.. aku pusing ke blakang.. aku gembira melihat kubor ABAH.. ALHAMDULILLAH.. kubor ABAH btol2 sebelah kubor ARWAH AKI.. aku taw ABAH mesti suke sgt.. malam tu sblom tido... umi ade kate.. proses menguruskan jenazah ABAH dari A-Z sume nye brjalan dgn lancar.. ALAHMDULILLAH~

SLAMAT TINGGAL ABAH..SMOGA ABAH BAHAGIA DISANA.. SEMOGA ROH ABAH DICUCURI RAHMAT... SEMOGA ABAH DITEMPATKAN DI KALANGAN ORG2 YANG BERIMAN... AMIN~

YA ALLAH KAU KUATKANLAH SEMANGAT KAMI DAN TABAHKANLAH HATI KAMI DALAM MENGHADAPI PEMERGIAN ABAH..

ok siyes dak ni tgh maenkn ati n jantung ak!!!

ak plek.. dlu tym aku dok briye.... ko hlgkn dri... . da 2 taun k.. xde satu bite pon sal ko.. n aku pon da stat ignore kesenyapan ko yg scare ttbe 2.. tp skang.. aikk sal ko cntct aku blk... yg aku ni pon bengong jugak.. dok g lyn ko even ati ni sakit... n yg plg ak gram ble ko tnye aku, knape x pggl ko mcm dolu2??? suke ati aku la bhai... aku da lupekn ko ok... n u're nothing 2 me.. siyes nothing.. wat pe nk pggl ko cam dlu lak??? da r 2 tahun ko hlg n xcntct aku lgsg.. ok amper 3 thn sbnarnye... ni sume salah ko!!! ko n KO!!!! don't u ever dare nk blame me ok!!!!

while reading my friend's blog....

oh yea.. bru pasan.. i'd say nothing bout my 2009 eid celebration.. tis year, celebrate eid at kelantan.. with my mom's family.. without my dad.. my dad rayer with his family.. here in pahang.. it's just a lil bit complicated nk cite.. but dun worry.. there's nothing wrong with my family..

i'm not really enjoy my eid.. bcoz aku x bape nk rapat with my csin here.. it's not tat i hate them.. tp aku just x slalu blk kelantan.. so mcm kekok sket ble bsame ngn dorg.. even my younger csn pon treat me like a stranger.. so uncomfortable with dat.. bkn pe.. kelantanese kn bsenye dikaitkn ngn pempuan2 lawa.. n mmg btol pon.. my csn here sume cntk2.. n yg plg buat aku ase trasing sbb dorg sume kulit putih jep.. n me.. darker than them.. hoh.. mmg ase len la.. xtvt kat cni pon.. bse2 jep.. g msjid, kubor, rayer rumah sdare plg dekat.. n tdo..tdo..tdo.. zzzzz..

kat pahang len.. best sgt.. sbb muke aku ngn spupu aku kat pahang cam lbey krg jep.. klu stranger tgk mmg akn kate ktorg ni adek badek sng ckp.. n i'm very comfortable with dat. it's like i'm apart from them.. ye la aku ni xde adek badek.. tumpg adek badek org je la.. ape yg lg best nye.. rayer kat cni mmg xkering ngn photoshoot.. blambak2 gamba.. n ktorg kat cni join club boria miskin kaya.. sume pki bju serupa... hoho.. ble g braye tu ase cam gmpak sket.. same je bju sumenye.. hehe.. best2.. sye suuuuukeeeee saaaaangaaaaat....

jeles r tgk photoshoot thn ni.. aku xde.. angah pon xde.. huhuuuuuuu~

my cousin...aku pon ade bju yg sme!!! yaa ade 2

ppl missing there.. me n angah..

my dad's siblings.. from left.. acu, mok tang

mama, n my dad...

ouh tis is my grandmom!!! cool x?? hoho~

bad news yg mengejutkn..

ok...aku bru pas call ummi.. n guess wat??? my cousin mninggal td... i repeat... MY COUSIN MENINGGAL DUNIA PETANG TADI... actually, he's not my cousin.. dye tu anak cousin mak aku.... kre nye aku ngn dye dua pupu.. tkejot sgt coz bru jmpe arwah mgu lps.. tym rayer.. x slap aku dye bru 3 bln kot...tomey sgt... tp syg.. ALLAH lbey syg kat dye... ummi kate.. dye dmam.. n his babysitter tros bwk g klinik... smpi kat klinik.. dye mninggal.. doc kte ade infection kat his brain... smuge dye brsama dgn kekasih2 ALLAH.. n to kak na n abg ngah... be strong k.. may both of u be bless by HIM..

~RIFKI AZRAQ HAFIY BIN AZRAM will remain in our heart~

insya-ALLAH

ok..aku memang tgh tension ni...

siyes tension gle ouh... sok ade trial math n chem.. tidak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! final exam pon lg 2 weeks.. bpk gle.. sgt risau.. tkt2 x leh score yg terbaik.. hoho... kpd kwn2 doakn saye yep...

adakah hari ni hari malangku?? ohh adakah??

1st part

mlm td knci jam kol 5 pg.. lam kol 5pg bgn igt nak study 4 trial math 2nite.. but skit prot n smbg tdo blk.. knci jam kol 6 plak.. ambek ko kol 7.04 pg bru bgn!!! pdn muke berdebik-debik untuk dri sndri.. pdn muke..siyes mmg nyesal x sudah sbb tdo blk.. gle..xprepare pape g 4 trial math..

2nd part

spatotnye kol 4-5 ptg da xde klas.. tp xtaw r nape lecturer KOKO ak nk wat xtvt.. lam htn.. katenye nak soh ktorg masak.. lam ati.. gle pe en. asnirul ni?? org ade test ouh mlm ni.. da r x prepare g.. smpi kat hutan...ktorg dberi beras,kentang, keledek, tepung, telur, gule, garam.. dye soh ktorg msk pape pon ktorg nk msk.. pergh.. gle kentang.. alatan mmsk sume xde.. ase cam masok SURVIVOR plak.. keh3..

kje aku sng jep.. uli tpg utk wat roti.. huh. ase cam pro lak ble sume org tgk aku uli tpg tu.. ki3.. lbh krg kol 6 lbey g2.. da sp.. menu ktorg.. nasi lam buluh, kentang n keledek bakar, tlor rbos, roti bakar.. pergh sdap xtperi. lam dok glak rmi2.. ktorg remind dri msg.. woitt glak la skang.. mlm t sure nanges ggle.. huh xprepare 4 math lg!!! d***it!!

3rd part

hoho trial math!! hampeh.. aku ase cam fail jep.. x ykn lgsg jwb math td... ase cam nk lompat je kat lam dkb2 td... haha pdn muke aku!!!! sape soh aku x study mse cuti ari tu!!! PADANLAH MUKE KAMOO WAHAI AMAL AZIMAH!!!

4th part

mm b4 g test td order n.g pataya kat cafe... utk sahor pg sok... wak2 nk ambek tu.. ttbe kwn aku btaw aku yg kafe c1 xde mskn panas mlm ni... huh bru igt nk sngkn ati yg luke n ngn n.g. pataya.. sakitnye ati!!! aku da la kebuloq ni!!

5th part..

ok..rumet aku ade jual shawl.. mmg laku gle la.. almaklumla.. grown up ladies msg2 kt cni..sume nk jangok2.. asal ad yg bru sure pnoh blik.. hehe.. ok stret to the point.. skang ni ade 3 org dak tganu lam blik aku.. dtg nk bli shawl.. ooups slp 2 org je. sorg da kuar.. bkn ape.. aku rimas la dorg ni dok lme2 kat lam blik... nk je sound.. hooi cik kak.. korg ni x pndi tgk jam ke?? da lwt ni.. ktorg kt blik ni nk brehat..

da la dgn sske at je ddk ats katil aku.. mmbuntuti aku lak tu.. igt b***ot ko lawa sgt!!! da la jangoks... glang kat tgn kalah mami jarum ouh... hahaha.. mmg jangoks gle ahh!!! argh!!!! aku skt ati tgk dorng ni!!!!! g la brambos la.. shawl ni comel la.. yg ni comel la.. ha angkot je la... nk angkot sume pon xpe.. yg pntg korg brambos cpt sket.. rimas ak taw x....

argh!!!!! wat a very bad day 4 me!!~

aku xmo blk matrik!!!

huhu..ari ni aku suda plg ke matrik.. malas gle ouh nk blk matrik.. bek dok kat umah.. kalo la temerloh ade matrik.. sure aku org first daftar msk matrik tuh >.< ..lol..

ya Allah kuatkn la smgt aku ntok trskn hidup aku kt cni... stengah taon je lg kt cni.. da nk msk final sem da pon.. huhu.. kuatkn la smgt aku utk wat yg terbaek kat cni.. spya aku dpt kjr cita2 n tunaikn harapan ummi n abah.. sob3...

mlm sok de trial maths.. p aku ni cam mls jep nk bkak buku.. cuti rayer ri tu.. lgsg x study.. mmg mase mengalir cam air jep... hoho.. cam ne la nak mghadapi final exam oktober ni??? takutnye....

aur revoir.. ANGAH!!!

pejam celik..pejam celik.. da dkt 2 mgu angah kat UK.. ase cam bru jep anta dye kat KLIA isnin lpas.. hoho... byk kali gak la aku tsasul igt angah ade kat umah.. angah.. koi nk g UK gak!! uhuk3.. dgki syot.. tis are some pics kat KLIA ri tu..

kat depan umah aku.. b4 btolak..

angah.. bratur 4 check in..

aku n anim mrayau2.. lmbt lagi nk blk..

bbuka with KFC.. byk gle order.. bankrup acu byr..

aku n anim.. whoaa.. journal THE TWILIGHT SAGA!!

nk bli tp xmampu.. dkat seratus woo harge dye..

aku n angah.. dpn bookstore..

L.O.V.E... aku, angah, along, anim..

my family...

bratur ikot tinggi.. kui3.. aku no. 4 ttinggi woo..

kuang3..

angah.. final call 4 waiting room..

kecoh gle waktu ni...

n of course

THE LELEH session

2 days to go...angah!!!

ouh yeah.. i'm home today.. jus luv to be here.. ngee.. 2day aku drive from matrik to temerloh.. yes i did it!!! less than 1 hour from gambang to temerloh!! bravo amal.. bravo!! kah3.. rini bkak pose reramai kat rumah.. hee.. wan masak!! byk gak lauk ouh.. huhu..pnoh rumah aku ngn kazen2 tchenta.. suke2!! ^_^ cume along je yg xblik lg.. pg sok kot smpi.. n the other 3 kids.. who cares dorg xde pon!!! bwahaha...

sume org blk sbb dis sunday night.. angah sudae maw fly to UK!! huhu... xsangke msenye sudae tsangat la hampir.. mmm bla bla... yada..yada.. hoho sudae xtaw nk repek pe!! hoho yg pasti.. sok anta yaa g xtra klas.. then anta abah g meeting.. n jln2 ngn naning kat banda.. wanna buy something 4 angah!!..haha.. p xtaw.. aish...

bLoggng again!!

gle da lame x blogging ouh... xde mse.. bnyk bnde nk kne wat.. huhu.. n skrg i'm back..n aku nk tulis byk2!! yesterday hang out ngn klasmet(kmph nye klasmet) kat bndr kuantan... at first igtkn kacit2ku n bbrp org dak lelaki je yg join..ble aku lgkah msk bas jep.. whoa.. majoriti klasmet aku g.. yg xthn, dak yg x bpe nk join xtvt klas.. join gak.. ^_^

first trn kat terminal..n jln g megamall... one of classmate ni mmg gle gamba.. tgh2 jln tu dye jrt ckp nk ambek gamba... abes sume org lam kete kat traffic light tu pndg.. hoho gle mung bhah!! kat mega kitorg separate.. ad yg tgk wayang n ad yg xnak.. me??? naaaah.. of course join group yg x tgk wyg... pose dowh.. x ase plek ke msk tmpt camtu?? aku g popular.. n buy a novel... try cari novel JUDITH McNaught yg bru.. but..nada.. then tmn min klua msk kdi kasut...aku survey hfon.. (huhu...fon aku yg rosak tu..siri dye da xkua!!so sad...)aku xbli pape pon kat mega xcept a novel... sbb ak nk g ECM!! hehe..seb bek aku ade geng nk mkn big apple.. thanx Azam.. seb bek ko nk mkn bg apple gak..^_^..

ktorg nek teksi g ECM..gle gdix mls nk jln kaki.. hehe..pose ouh pnat..smpi tros mnunaikn pkare wjb.. ASSOLAH!! cri kst 4 min lg.. but.. min+kst silver+xde=mke cam sawi jerok.. msk carefour bli SUSHI!!! (kami xmampu nk bli SUSHI KING) bli sushi bru la mke min happy sket.. heheh (dlm ati, thank god dye da sym blk.. klu x mke cam sawi jerok tu je la aku akn tgk...) then it's my turn nk shopping kasut raye!!! hehe..bli 2 psg kasut.. blue n white..n black.. hehe (haih amal gle kasut nmpk???!!!) hahaha suke2!!

lame gak la mse kat ecm uh.. sian dorg cam kne tggu aku plak.. zahida+rumatE=buy nothng.. ummu+belek2=bli kek pisang jep..Azam=bg apple n kasut... amir=akunmpk plastik bg apple jep..min=sushi n aym goreng.. kst+beg+hadiah=xbli lgsg!!.. hehehe..seb bek la dorg ni xkesa tunggu..(but xtaw la lam ati tu merungut ke x...)hehe hepi.... tp aku+shopping=sakit kpale!!!!!! kpale ase cam kne gelek2 ngn steam roll jep.. huhu.. pnt mmg pnt.. tp janji hatiku puas dan berbunga ceria..(ecece floral2 la plak ayt)

ok..2je kot... SOON bloggy!!!

result da kuar!! syukur ALHAMDULILLAH

sukenye sy..sbb result sy da kuar..n rslt sy n kre bleh thn la bg sy yg x bpe gnius ni.. hehehee.. sy dpt A utk CHEMISTRY!!! n for biology,maths n english dpt B... tpkn sy suke la tgk reslt english sy.. sbb sy dt kalahkn Jou Ning... dak chinese lam klas sye... yey sy ske ati!!!!!

Oh GOD, I'm totally sick!!

i can't stand it anymore!!! right now... i have stuffy nose, cough (my throat is in pain!!!), stomachache, headache, lots more. how can i concentrate on my study?? 2day i skip math tutorial n math lecture.. but, of course with the lecturer's permission.. huh.. Oh GOD would u please remove all this penyakit????

ble la turn aku plak???!!

last saturday..
cousin blah umi btunang..
so ramai gle family from klantan
kumpul kt umah ak..
hoho...
lam 8 buah kete
family blah umi+ family blah abah


wadi n wadiya


5 lelaki n 13 pempuan (byk gle!!)


with their parents


me, kak yus (cousin), su yan(auntie.. very young isn't it??)
n iskandar..

TODAY.....

hang out with DAYAH...

rini pg2 lg ak da bgn...
yey nk kuar ngn dayah..
xde nk g mne pon..
juz nk g McD
rndu sudae pd bgr2 dsne..
huhuhuhuhu..
ak jmpt dye kt rmh..
then g BOOKSTORE n WATSON..
bli STRAWBERRY CREAM WASH..
n some other things...
then bru g THE STORE
seem dats the only place utk shopping kt
tanah tmph drh ak ni...
ak bli BEDSHEET, TSHIRT n AROMA GEL..
n dayah bli TSHIRT... 2pon lme gle nk wat dcsion..
n then went 2 McDONALD!!!!!!
hehehe.. 1 LARGE set of BIG MAC!!
bwk dayah g BANK ISLAM.. dye nk cek elaun dye
da msk o blom... hehehe kuar je dr
bank 2 dye sym mmnjg.. n offer nk blanje ak
BLUEBERRY CHEESE kat SECRET RECIPE..
sbgi blsn ak anta n jmpt dye.. huhuhu..
then blk umah lew... pnt gak laa..
n ptg 2..............

petang tu...

huhuhu... blk from bndr..
GRANDMA book ak..
nk g kbn.... huh.... ak nga pnt ni..
ak,wan,angah n naning...
g kbn petik pucuk ubi kayu, cabut serai...
n lengkuas...
pnt dowh... ak bet major kwn2 ak x penah ad
xperience cmni kn?????
pnt dowh.....
ktorg btige kne mrh ngn grandma sbb
dunno how 2 wat sume bnde 2..
huhuhuhu..da r pnt kne bebel lak..
skt jiwe ak...
tp reda je la..
nenek ak tu....
da2 pnt gle ni..

SOON!!!!

how i spend my holidays?? (PART 3)

hoho...ari slase mgu lps...
went 2 SUNWAY LAGOON!!!!
of course wit ANGAH again....
hahaha.. ktorg smpi sne lamkol 10.50am
first2 igtkn tmpt 2 x bukak sbb hujan..
rpe2nye bukak kol 11 am!! lol...
bleh dktekn there's only a few org melayu kt sne..
i mean yg tourist..
majority arabians n western ppl yg ad kt sne..
hoho just njoy da pics ok..

on the way 2 sunway lagoon.. angah(grey scarf) n me..

sunway lagoon map!!

pool...

beach...

2 je la kot...
blambak g gambo..
p mls nk upload..
huhuhuhuhu...

SOON!!!!

how i spend my holidays?? (PART 2)

ok.. continue...
isnin pi kl with angah..
lam kol 8.30 am nek bas n smpi kol 10.30 am
1st destination!!!!!!!
IPBA.. FYI, IPBA is
INSTITUSI PERGURUAN BAHASA2 ASING.
da place where bakal2 cekgu blaja..
then p WISMA MCA..
angah nk ambek VISA..
fulamak betapa bangganye beliau..
menayangkan VISA UK..
then tros bgerak p MIDVALLEY..
p JJ lu.. angah nk survey OVER COAT..
huhuhuhu.. sian angah x muat!!!
then bli sandal khas utk enjoy kt SUNWAY LAGOON..
bwahahahahaha..
p tinguk hry potter.....
then jalan lg.. smpi nk tcabut kaki gue..
hohohohoh..
sgt la pnt... mlm 2 lam kol 9 lbh bru smpi
IPBA.. nak taw x rupe2nye MAISARAH
pon blaja kt ctu.. ambek ko ak lepak
kat blik dye smpi midnight... hohohohoho
pnt2.. k KEESOKKANNYE.........

how i spend my holidays?? (PART 1)

huhu..
mid sem holidays!!!
finally.. ok.. ak blk
rmh ari ahad lam kol 8.15 am ..
lam 9 am da smpi rmh..
hehe.. kejap je da smpi..

smpi2 je.. ak tros
tlentang kt living room..
lapo bgt.. x bfast g..
waiting 4 umi utk prepare my fav meal..
NASI LEMAK!!!

fter dat.. hahaha..
smbg tdo.. nantok gles..mlm
tu ak x tdo sbb men gme
n kms blik yg sudae 1 mgu x dkms..
hohoho..

then.. kebas kete umi
g kdai acu.. nk on9..
n men game..
smpi mlm.. bru blk umah..
pack brg nk g KL ari ISNIN tu..
with ANGAH..

PANAS!!

PANAS!!!

gle dow.. mlm td lam kol

2 PAGI bilik ak xde

letrik.. gle!!

mmg xleh tdo..

ble fanaa kte wing blah sne

ad letrik.. ak tros lari blik agark..

nikmat gle msk blik

dye... dye soh ak tdo

ats katil suraya n ainon

sbb dorg gbg katil...

sgt best.... tdo smpi la pkol 6..

wak2 nk g mnd tu.. org dpn

blik ak tny "blik awk xde letrik ke?"

ak pon ckpla ye.. pas2 dye kte blik dye ad je..

huhuhu.. cmne beh jd bgni??

siyes panas gle!!!..

adesss tlg la pk ck TECHNICIAN!!

bru bes midsem test!!

aish bru bes test smalam,

overall ok la..

tp bg ak CHEM n MATHS

were much more better than

BIOLOGY

.

.

ak sgt plik..

dlu kat TGB ak lg terror

BIO (x r trr mne pon)

but kat cni chem bleh dkatekn BEST

la..

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.

mybe sbb ak da jato chenta

ngn chem kot..

its not bcoz of the lectrr..

but bcoz of my TUTOR..

she's a chinese..

wak2 1st day msk tutor..

igtkn dye ni kinda scary..

rpe2nye x lgsg sgt baek dn chumel...

hehehehehehe...

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MS AU SIEW WAI!!

TQ VERY MUCH!!

.

.

k r.. nk g SOLAT SUBUH

my PINKY gurlz!!!!!

bwahaha..

spatutnye ak post entry ni

ari slase ari tu..

tp skang bz gle..

cz xlame lg nk exam..

.

.

ok.. ari selase ri 2

dak pompuan klas ak sume

plan nk pki bju PINK..

hahaha..

at first aku igt myb la

akn ad yg x pki..

tp smpi je kt BT pg 2

tgk2 PINK gle BT 2..

klasmet ak mmg pki bju PINK!!

klaka sgt.. asal nk grak je

ktorg grak sesame.

wak2 otw nk g

library.. rmi gle org tgr.

haha siap pndg plik je

kt ktorg..

.
.

wak2 g cubical nk ambek

quiz math pon same..

smpi jek kt cbcal Pn. Aini

dye geleng kpale jek..

hahaha..

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antare pkataan2 yg org ckp kt

ktorg..

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  laki1= "aik asal PINK??"


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  laki2= *garu kpale smbl wat mke plik


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  pmpuan1= "korg ni konvoi PINK ey??"


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  pmpuan2= "eh eh.. dorg pki bju pink la!!"


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  azam(klasmet ak)= "alamak PINK!!! skt mate ak!!"


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  laki3= "eh eh nmpk COMEL la dorg 2! PINK jek.."


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  Pn.Aini= "ya ALLAH!! ko tgk dorg ni!! sume PINK!!"
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ok take a look at da pics!!

ni gmbr otw ke library!! PINK gle!!

dlm BT02

maktab oh maktab!!!

aish.. dak2

yg apply 4 pguruan da

taw intvw nye rslt

n most of them cm nk accept

offer 2..

including my besties kt cni

MAISARAH CHE MAT

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wuwuwuwu ='(

sdeyh thp gaban..

fter tis there would b only

me n AGARK..

MY!!!

1. sape nk GENG ngn ak ble ak BULI agark??
2. sape nk MESEJ ak ble nk g mkn??
3. spe yg SETIA tgu ak kt tge kalo ak lmbt??
4. LEHER sape yg ak nk pegang kalo ak BUHSAN??
5. spe lg nk jd BESTFRIEND minoh?? (bwahaha)
6. sape lg yg asek nk ajk ak mkn ROTI CANAI??

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geng ak lam lectre pon

ad sorg nk kuar..

dak 2 da r klako..

salu tdo tym lecture..

FATIN!!

1. sape nk wat LAWAK tym lecture??
2. sape la yg ak nk URUT kalo dye TDO smpi SENGET2 badan??
3. sape la yg BJAYE wat aku x NGANTOK tym lecture??
4. sape la yg ak nk pgl DATIN pasni??

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papepon.. GUD LAK

4 both of u!!

study leklok..

n doakn kmi di kolej

terCHENTA ini..

sure ak akn rndu korg ggle

pasni.. sob5..

yeay..yeay..

yeay, going home 2day..

waiting 4 acu 2 pick me up from tis clge..

td call acu n dye psn..

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acu = "bring ur laptop!!!"

aku = "nape lak??"

acu = "i want 4 of u to synchronize sume bnde

yg ade kat my laptop ni.. pndhkn sume

u all nye brg in2 urown laptop.."

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huhu.. bru ak pasan skng ni 4 of us

(my cousin n me yg gmbr kt sblh)

sume da de laptop..

da xyah mrempat kt laptp acu lg..ak

hehehe.. pasni xde org bleh

blame us kalo laptop dye rsk..

oooppss..

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starting tis sunday gak

4 of us da bglar student IPTA...

(matrik pon kre ipta gak la, evtgh stil undr KPM)

yiehaaa...

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dah bosar ank mak

hak6. sume da bwk haluan msg2.

huhu agak sdey..

ntah ble2 ktorg leh spend tym

2gther again..

da la ANGAH nk fly ke UK tis RAMADHAN..

huhuhuhu..

sdey jew..

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key nk pack brg..

ap g acu smpi!!!

SOON!!

bapak aku msk WAD!!!

wuwuwu..

abah msk wad!! dye hypo..

acu kte lme gle dye pengsan sorg2 kt uma..

seb bek wak2 nk bli groceries..

acu cam t'pk nk g jgk

abah kt uma..

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smlm bru jmpe abah..

dye n umi dtg lwt ak kt kolej..

anta ubat skli..

smlm mse jmpe dye cm oke jew..

da la dye sorg2 kat uma..

umi xde.. g kje..

dlu tym ak ade kt uma..

ak jgk2 gak dye kt lam blek kalo

dye x bgn lg..

tp skrg??

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acu kte she was scared 2 death..

eventhough abah cam oke..

dye stil ase ktr smcm..

sgt risau..

ak phm pe yg dye ase..

cz abah pnah pengsan tym ak

kt uma dlu.. scary gak la..

cz aku nk bg dye mnm air gule..

ak x lrt nk angkat!!

yela people yg unconcious ni

kn agak berat..

so mgeletar bdn ak..

suddenly my heartbeat increase

(ayt favourite MDM HAS a.k.a my BIO lectrr)

bkn pe.. acu ckp..

kalo hypo lme2 ni bleh jdk 3 pkare..

1. abah myb sdr cm bse..

2. abah myb koma..

3. abah myb had gone 4ever!!

abah i mis u!!

hops u smpt smbh...

imah still want 2 borak2 wit u..

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actly ak bru rpt ngn ayh ak

stat ak msk TGB kot..

thanx TGB!!

kamoo tlah mrapatkn ak n ABAH

~huhuhuhuhuh~

my xprience as a NEW DRIVER TRAINEE..

hahaha..

i had been officialy became the holder of

Malaysian Probationary Driving Licence

(a.k.a lsn P)

on 26 MARCH 2009

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cam x cye jew da leh bwk kete!!

nway thanx 2 INCIK JPJ yg

yg handle my JPJ-test ri 2.. hehe syg kamoo!!

only ONCE trus LULUS!!!!

ase cm dreaming jek.. =)=)

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a few day fter test i2 blalu..

mymom trus blikn sticker P..

hehe.. smgt nk soh ak jd DRIVER dye!!

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ok!! check out some of my new xperiences

fter i got the license

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(1st xprience)

fter dpt lesen P 2..

abah da kac WARNING awl2!!

abah= "dun touch tis HYUNDAI MATRIX

until u btol2 da xpert bwk my SAGA"

aku pon dok xsaba sgt nk bwk kete MATRIX..

prac la bwk saga 2.. bgn pg (kalo rjn la)

prac kt jln dpn umah.. da r kete 2 SHOCK ABSOBER

rosak.. mmg bgetar gle r kete 2...

ad one day ni ak try r nek bkt kat dpn

umah jrn ak... tbe2 je ak slh ambek step..

n tros STUCK kt ats bkt 2..

haha ak mcm2 ak wat.. wak2 2 cm nk tcabut ltt

aku.. ktr beb!! ats bkt 2,, kat lereng.. jln da r smpit!!

seb bek bpk ak x nmpk kalo x.. nhs ak... haha

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(2nd xprience)

a few weeks ago.. ak blk umah..

mngidam sgt n mkn ikan patin msk tempoyak...

2 hari sblom blk da oder kt umi.. heheh..

xtaw la cmne... umi leh lupe nk bli ikan patin...

so one morning ni umi kjt ak..

ajk g pkn sehari kat temeloh.. wak2 tu bru kol 7.15!

aku pon bgn la demi kan patin ku!!

pas2 umi pass knci kete kt ak..

aish nk soh ak jd DRIVER la 2!! redha je la..

bwk la kete g bndr... drop kn umi kt tepi pkn sehari

2 then ak bla... kete byk gle kt c2 xle parking!!

da sorg lam kete agk takot la..

1st round umi x sp g.. pas2 ak ngn slambe nye

parking kt tpi jln 2.. tbe jek ad kete hon..

pndg blkg adesss incik JPJ rupanya..

dye soh ak blah.. da la jln kt c2 smpit.. ad bas n lori plak..

ak ngn slambe bdk (padahal lam ati.. tkot syot)

g bwk kete ak psg sa2 bndr.. smate2 tkt nk msk smpg

yg dpenuhi ngn bas n lori tu..

fter da round sa2 bndr 2 bru r umi siap mbli

ikan patin ku!! hehehe...

~ALHAMDULILLAH~

daku slmt plg kerumah...

dan perutku slmt mnerime habuannye...

GULAI TEMPOYAK IKAN PATIN

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(3rd xperience)

ad sa2 mlm uh.. lam kol 11..

fter farmasi mk ck ak ttup.. ak ajk r kazen ak

tdo kt umah ak.. dye ni jeles sbb ak bwk kete sndri..

so, dye mnx pemisn mk ck ak nk bwk kete gak blk

umah ak.. haha wak2 2 jln mmg lengang

xde kete pon.. ak pon pe lg.. pecut lo bwk kete..

syok gle r sbb dpt bwk MATRIX wak2 2..

hehe.. best mmg best... sgt best..

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haha 2 je la kot...

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p/s

.:fariz:. huhu jgn bengkek cz xlulus bkt!!

try lg.. hope ps ni ko lps!! gud lak!!

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.:dayah:. psst.. pasni kalo nk kuar bia ak jmpt

ko kt umah.. nk g kuantan pon leh

sbb ri 2 ak da penah bwk kete blk kolej..

hehe..

aish kantoi!!

huh td de topical test 4 bio... msk chap 1 n 2..
study mmg gle2 4 the test... lam kl 8 ak ngn
my g DKB2.. solan nye agk SENANG.. bleh jwb r..
xpcly yg bhgn blkg.. lju n cnfdnt gler ak jwb!!
hehe.. tp mlgne lam best2 jwb 2.. tkantoi la
gak lam 3-4 solan kck..

name connective tissues A, B and C..

A and C= my gdness.. seb bek ak taw..=)=)

B= (ntah ap kebende nme tissue 2.. dye tnjk
pic RBC.. ak hntam tls BONE NARROW..
bt is it true BN uh cnctve tissue?? *aish)

label companion cell in figure 2.1

(hok mne se cmpnion cell??) .:try nk usha mai..
coz b4 entrng the hall dye de bce part tu.. but..
dgn sdaye upaye ak nk usha ni.. tgk2 dye pon
ksg g.. ape da dye x igt.. huu..:.

state the functn of companion cell..

*the cell pon i dunno which one... inikn plak
functn dye! haha.. 2ble KANTOI..

fter kuar from dwn ak ngn mai mmg tgelak gle2
la.. ye la ade 2 ktorg da bce da.. tp ble nk jwb..
tbe2 blank palotak!! huhu.. kami pasrah n reda
je la..

OMG.. btu igt MDM AZRINA tget A syot.. huh...

yay..so happy!!!

i'm so happy rite now.. 2day evrything seems 2 be
perfect.. huhu.. lecture maths n chem ok.. n jadual
rini x cmpct.. coz my english teacher p course 4 2
weeks(the tittle tcer 2 its not suitable la kn coz i'm
now in pre-u.. but nk wt gane da dye soh pgl tcer)..

studs= "tcer y do want us 2 call u tcer but not MADAM?"
tcer= "mm..i hate 2 hear my studs callin' me mdm actly..
bcoz it mke me feel like a mak ayam.." *smiling
studs= *laughing hardly..
(reason tcer uh cm klako je.. hehe)

2day fnly we perform the drama 4 bio.. haha klaka jew..
but it's vry enjoyful moment la.. (eyh btol ek pkataan yg
ak gne?? haha).. tp cm bestla.. td ak bge syot.. rmi dak pji
ak nye tag cumel.. haha padahal bkn ak wat pon..
dan atiku pon bkata tatkala mreka mmuji'tag'ku.. 'hai tgk
la sape yg pki tag ni..' hehe.. seb bek tcer puas ati ngn
lakonan ktorg.. ~Alhamdulillah~
2 je kot.. but i'm waiting 4 NUR HIDAYAH BT ANUAR
2 appear at my shoutout...

pye3...

headache!!!

adesss..skt kpala!! sgt png.. mgkin sbb weather kot..
skang ni cm x mnentu sket... jap mndung jap paneh..
kalo paneh je kpale ak stat r bdenyut2.. skt syot...
ase cm xleh pk pape.. blur jew.. huhu...mlm ni ak da tkr
layout blog ak.. mate ak rimas tgk layout ak kaler pink..
ni sume sbb sroh org len edit la ni.. ish3.. sumpah fter dis
ak akn tkr layout ni sndrik.. no more help from others!!
x sgp ak tgk bnde yg ak x ske... (btw, thanx ANGAH
sbb sudi tlg koi tkr layout.. wlupon koi nk mntah
tgk layout yg aok bg.. ngeh.. ttbe jd UNGRATEFUL
COUSIN lak..) sory..

td prepare 4 prac bio.. png kpale ak.. ak x bpe phm pon
exp yg ke2 u..ntah pape ntah.. huhu bserah je la.. hehe..
nway sok klas aku de drama bio.. hope we can do our
best la 2mrw.. haha practise onnly 2 kali.. ngeh2.. gasak
la..tibai jew jnji siap.. hopefully mdm azrina puas ati tgk
presenttion ktorg sok... ~AMIN~

ok mate sudae ngantokkk... nunyte!!

outing!!!!!!!! =)=)=)

huhuh... smalam g outing with my n agark..
(paah pon follow!!!)
kluar blik lam kol 9 pg n walk 2 post guard..
tgu bs bout 1 hour... pns gle!! (cair my make up!! ceyh=p)
lam sploh lbey bs pon smpi.. fuh.. pnoh 2 bas
with dak matrik jew.. bpk r.. ye la elaun da
msk msg2 nk p joli katak la.. hehehe.. including me?? yoooyo
nope kbtln jek elaun 2 nk msk.. da lme plan nk kuar actly..
smpi lam kol 11 kot.. pk ck bs 2 bentikn ktorg kt dpn
KAMDAR.. ceyt need 2 walk again... lalu kt dpn sa2 kdi
roti canai ni.. ak pon pndg my..

aku= "my nk sgah mkn x??"
my= "ntah la ko???"
aku= "ak xkesa..ak da bfast td"
my= *smgt angguk kpale.. (aish antu rti cnai tol minah ni!!)

then sgah la... jus odr rti cnai bse n teh o ais..
while my n agark oder roti tlor each n milo ais (my), teh o ais(agark)
da sp mkn proceed walking 2 megamall... 1st destinaton...
atm machine!!!! $$$$$ hik3.. ak kuar rm50 jeww...
need 2 lne up..=(=(=(.. ble pndg org2 yg line up 2...
ceyh..sume dak matrik!!! malu jew... hahahaha.. (spe sroh pk ck
BANK RAKYAT x repair atm machine kt kolej ktorg..)

pas2 nek ats gi kt GSC..maw survey cte pe yg best??
mle2 plh jgn tgk blkg-congkak.. (kak hana kte cte 2 lwk bangat!)
then fter think back.. hey i'm already 18 la.. so plh r cte yg 18** kn??
hak4..gnekn kmdhn yg dberi!! then choose BLOOD-THE LAST
VAMPIRE.. hehe sgt admire cte sal vamps ni..hik3
while waiting 4 paah...g jln2.. jmpe rita wit her fam!! sgt xcited..
coz da lme x mpe wlupon sa2 kg..

ok..cte 2 yg ktorg tgk 2 quite best la..(bg AKU la..).. pas tgk muvie..
msg2 blari g rest room.. (sgt sjk kat lam 2!!) while waiting 4 my
yg sebok b'appointment wit rest room.. tbe2 BERRY lalu dpn ak...
2 kali dye toleh kat ak!! sal?? cm knl ak ke?? nk je ckp..
"rse cm knl ak ke??ye la... ak xTGB gak!! tp mls nk ckp.. rmi
org kt c2.. pas2 da sp sume.. pe lg.. g r shopping!!!! ala bkn bli
brg sgt pon... bli yg PENTING jew.. mmg TAHAN NAFSU gle r..
hehehe..sdey jek tgk LITTLE BLACK DRESS nye novel coz xley
nk bli.. pas2 da sp sume.. naik cab g benteng..nek bs n smpi d kolej..

fuh pnt syot...smpi2 kt post guard 2 lak mk ck guard 2 jrt.. mrh2 dak
yg pki bju sngkat... agark kne beb! ak ng my cam tkejot gle coz dye kne..
ad ke plak dye kne.. ak rse blambak yg lg singkat dr dye.. damn mk ck
guard!!.. i wish u go to H**L!! pnt...pnt...pnt..pnt..pnt!!

k papai......

aku ni sakit OTAK ke??

ntah ak pon plik ngn dri ak sndri... smlm asek rse cm nk mkn org jek....
rini cm syahdu plak.... nk kte ak homesick.. xgak.. ak da bse dok jao2....
td call umi tp asek ntwrk bz jek... call bjuta2 kli still xdpt.. pastu air mte
ak ni mle r bgenang jek... call abah... abah ad meetin.. fter dye ltk fon.. ak
sdey blk... finally dpt gak call umi... borak la pe lg... tension ngn umi...

ak- "umi.. imah xtaw la sal imah rse cam nk nanges jek ni... dr td lg..."

ade ke ptt dye ckp....

umi- "hah, ni nanges2 ni mst x sp keje...keje mst bykkn??.. mst takot kne mrh ngan lecture kn?"

smpi ati...ak da nga suffer ni.. emotionl gle...ntah pape tah... pas2 kn ari ni aku mkn byk gle... cm x cye jek... ak rse lbey ko rm 10 ak spend ri ni..juz for food!! pe daa... jgn b+ ak nye body weight sudae... huhuhu......
sok de MUET nye exercise... prac 4 task B.. ntah bnde la ak mrepek sok..aish.. tension tol..
nk tdo awl la... nantok gle ni...mate sudae bgkak...

papai blogy...nyte..

uia..uia...uia...uia...

mmmmm...uia..uia..uia??
actually...2day i suppose to register at uia foundation centre,PJ.. huhu my rayuan which had bn made a month ago da dtrime.. accordng 2 th letr..abah ckp ak dioffr utk asasi nursing...(fuuh...nursing uh...xpenah tlintas kat pkran ak nk jd nurse...ahakz)
but fter discuss wit umi n abah.. we all mde a dcsion utk ignore je dat offr...
but actly, ak cm was2 gak r nk - offr uh... sbb ri 2 ad cntct baby,myra n amal bha... dorg ckp ak still can apply utk tkr course... but fter th 1st final exam... n ak kne attnd intrview (ulala..i hate dat)
mmm....i told umi bout dat.. but she said "ala aim awk skrg is th course... pharmacy... bkn u.."
fter think back....
yeah mummy ure right!!!
aim 4 pharmacy... not the u... slain uia... blambak lg u yg offr dat course....huhuhu...
so wat i need 2 do now....study...study...n study!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....
hohoho... k...nk smbg lipat bju... (adohai..mls nye...hehehe)

waa... its only me n ainn dhah...

adohai ktorg b2 je yg de kt blik skang ni........
nisa going home.... fhana????? missing... huhuhu...
actualy, dye bmalm kt lua... ngn kwn.... sooo... pe bleh wat....
b2 je la...ak lyn ainn.... ainn lyn ak.... (tp yg btolnye...ainn lyn ak.. hahaha.. as u read kt about me... i luv to talk a lot..)
mlm ni ktorg gbg 3 ktl.... mine,fhana's(da mnx pmision ok...) n ainn's...of course...
sje nk glg2...
hahahahahahaha......ok la stop lu...
ainn ni bising nk tgk BOYS OVER FLOWER.... huhuuhuh....

papai...nyte...salam.....

mmmm.....

soo tired..
juz come back from knduri..
aiyoo... i avent solat lg.. uhu...
need 2 fnish bio tutorial, chemist lab report... etc..etc..etc..
tis tym its my turn 2 fnsh lab rprt...
so grateful coz last tym nasra volunteer 2 fnsh it..
bcoz i dun realy undrstand how to finish it...
huhuhu....
sgt buhsan... my gang bk sume...
so loneny... huuuuu..
duno wat 2 do...
juz spending tym wit tutorial, lab report n my rumet ainn fayaddhah..
wanna sleep.. papai

aLL about US!!

to my friends....

-512 TGB 07/08

-dayah nuar, mija jOjo, paah, qla adnan,izati zainal, aida

wak2 trasa smkn blalu,
tggl kn cerita ttg kta,
akn tiada lg kni tawamu,
tuk hpskn semua sepi dhati,
ada cerita ttg aku dan mereka,
dan kta bsama,
saat dulu kala,
ada cerita ttg masa yg indah,
saat kta bduka,
saat kta ketawa,
tringat d saat kta tertawa bsama,
ceritakn semua ttg kta......

luv n miss u guys!!!!!

aLready 3 weeks??!!

wahh....
x sangke gle..its already 3 weeks ak stat bljr blk.....
ish4...
rase cam smlm jek aku kuar
dari pntu pgr TGB....
lam 3 mgu ni mmg byk gle bnde yg ak da bljr...
maths n bio da nk msk chap 3,
chem nk msk chap 2..
mcm nk pch palotak ak bljr.. ngn lab reportnye.. tutorial g..
smlm ptg fter klas kol 12.. ak min n fad stay kt bt.. (bnyi cam study jek... padahal...)
nk kne siapkn lab report bio...
byk gle nk kne lkis gmbr cell.. (18 cell + bbrp kpg gmbr len) fuuhh...
lksn ak mmg high class gle ah... slp2 kalah leonardo da vincci.. (acehh.. yo'o je..)
ak mmg x sangke gle.. classmet ak 1H08a KMPh 09/10 sporting gak r..
khamis mlm uh ktorg pkt g library rmi2 smate2 nk wat lab report...
x sangke lak ak rmi yg dtg...
dak laki n pempuan sume ad... ad la gak 2 3 org dak pempuan yg kinda selfish
nk lpskn dri sndri xjoin ktorg...
da la anta assignment maths pg2.. org kalo da taw ad yg xsp g.. tgu r.. bia r anta rmi2..
pe da.. xdak kspktn lgsg...
nway stakat ni..sume bjln ngn lncr...lectrr tutor pon sume OK..
rumet n klasmet pon best...
but no matter what... 512 TGB 07/08 is still da best...
n memory ak n korg would always rmain in MY HEART...
~huhuhuhuhuhuhu~